My prayer to God. Many times I feel like I am so close to God, other times, I feel like I’m drifting away. Falling back into my old sins. This video is to encourage anyone who feels like they’ve been struggling and that God is not hearing their prayers. God absolutely hears your cries. Don’t try to fake being okay for God. He hears your fears and pain, don’t keep it bottled up inside you. “The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth” (Psalm 145:18 NIV).

God. I miss you. I’m tired of all the mindless scrolling on social media, seeking Instant gratification, but feeling empty after. I just want to change. God send me in your direction. I just want your will, God. My will just leaves me empty and lonely. I’m sorry when I just go through the motions. I’m sorry I’ve wasted so much of my precious time, but I know that you’re not done with me. No matter what the enemy tells me I can never be too far gone to be used by you. I realize that often I seek the approval of people way too much, but I know your approval is the one that matters. I have often wanted to run away from you God, wondering how you could ever love me or use me for your will after what I’ve done, but you welcome me with open arms. At my most broken place, I found that the only thing left for me to do is to cry out to you God, All my pain and fears. Thank you for not abandoning me when I feel like the whole world is crashing in on me. Thank you for listening God. Even when I feel like no one cares about what I’m going through, you listen and you are there. Without you I’m nothing. I again surrender my life to your will. Your will be done, not mine.